| A day in the life |
[30 Apr 2007|07:15pm] |
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alright so i havent used this fucking thing in forever but im gonna start back up becuase i dont feel like telling people my probloms when i can just put them out there.... so yeah i am so confused i feel like i have no one anymore who i can get close too or love except you and you no who you are but i am about too kill my self over this. i would do anything for you and i dont think u know that. i just need you too know that.
besides that im failing school probally going too mott GAY fuck my parents
me and finnys cd should be out soon
saturday going too bled fest
next week F.O.B concert yeah im gay u dont have too tell me
then like 2 weeks HELLOGOODBYE!
wanna go ?
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[12 Feb 2007|09:38pm] |
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i miss live journal
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[23 Oct 2006|01:32pm] |
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i havent up dated in awhile i have nothing eles too do im sick and havea sore throat weekend was sweet went too eribus with kyle,pat,anthony, and april it was soo funny after that spent the night at kyles. walked over too stephs and hung out for an hour. then kyle and antonhy came and spent the night here on saturday sunday felt kinnda sick and now im pretty sick i want too rip my throat out so im going out back too chill parents are not home
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[26 Sep 2006|06:15pm] |
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yeah so not much going on here yesterday got glasses :( but it was all good because after that i got to go out to eat with nicole :)! what eles is new ???? ?my ears are 2's and hurt i can put pens through them now. school sucks tomorow a marothon day friday HH,Relient K and plain white T's concert with nicole :) thats going to be fun saturday b day for my little cuz. sunday hanging out with Jowsh and viktor maybe. idk but im gtg try my hw
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[23 Sep 2006|10:07am] |
today i woke up at 5:30 in the moroning that was fun :( then got ready for nothing im the only one here it sucks being alone later today im going to kyles too help watch jake should be fun. tomorow i get to see Nicole :) it feels like its been a long time since iv seen her so i cant wait for that <3
last night went to a bonfire in the woods watched as everyone got high except for me and jamie. got paid $35 for hitting somone across the face with a condom :P when i got home my parents wouldent let me take a shower before dinner and when i sat down they said i smell like weed and ciggeretts go figure. i just said i didnt know how i did.
after dinner went to the movies with my dad and saw jackass 2 one of the best movies ever got too see bam cry twice!!!!!!! :)yeah i feel like getting off cause no one is on
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| "high" school |
[31 Aug 2006|12:54pm] |
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yeah this saturday is going to be amazing im hanging out with nicole for the first time in what seems 32543-259423 years i Love and miss her so much:) probally gonna hang out with morpheus down by the creek or in the woods sounds good
later on at night im going to the "high" school Party with G.S.G. this should be intresting because i quit doing that stuff like a year ago but Senor puff says he is going to get me fucked up before school starts? a little nervous
once GSG uses all there stuff up im spending the night at red mans house
.............so on the last day of my freedom i am going to be FUCKED UP sorry in ahead of time if i do somthing stupid or call people and say shit i dont meen
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[31 Aug 2006|12:54pm] |
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[27 Aug 2006|10:34pm] |
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im happy and i dont know why. i go back to school in a week so this week is gonna have to be the best week ever. we sold the cottage :( so the weekend was my last time Ever going there we had too move all the shit onto the truck but at least ill have my dirtbikes down here. uhh what eles o yeah im sick Again thanks too somone :) so tomorow i have a doctors apointment at like 9. this weekend trying too get my mom too let me have a sleep over because i will never have freedom again so far she seems pretty cool about it. umm idk what eles too say. if anyone has any ideas for anything let me know.
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[17 Aug 2006|01:28pm] |
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Today i got my Pink slip have no clue how i got it i suck at driving do not drive with me unless you want too die. going back to topdriver in a lil to take a test. then after that going to great lakes crossing with the girl i love :) and going to spencer gifts. not doing anything for the rest of the week until sunday going too a tattoo and pierceing place with my aunt then were going too the Tigers game. the other day saw desent with nicoole that movie is fucking amazing the only movie in 3 years that made me sleep with every light on and keep a knife on my night stand. anyways im bored and have to take care of my stupid dogs so im out
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| The distance and my hearts to sand flowing through the hour glass |
[11 Aug 2006|12:03am] |
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not going to be a fun weekend :( the only time i have off and i cant see the only person who i need too see (Nicole). im going to be at my aunts 5 hours and 210 miles away from her:'( oh and before i leave i get too paint my grandmas house at 9 in the morning for 6 hours and then get too sit in the D.T. room for 2 hours and after that come home pack. and then chill for a few hours but i cant leave my house. then at 9pm we are leaving.and i will want too die. after the 2 days of freedom that my mom is making a HELL i get too come back to another 5 days of D.T. where icant see anyone.please kill me.i would do anything right now not too go. because it will probally be another 7 days before i can do anything.
ill stop bitching now
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[08 Aug 2006|03:43pm] |
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so im kinda sad marlie left :( but whos computer do you think im on!:P
nothing to do here i think im going to go watch jay and silent bob again i cant see the screen right now i found marz tanning googles on her desk so everything is green this is fun
going to ohio !!!!! FUCK NO i hate it there really hoping too see some people before i leave then getting home sunday and going too D town with my 20 year old friend zak B. and looking for some new fish tonight getting my new tank.
leaving in 20 mins too sit through hell aka drivers training
so im going too do die slowly
bye
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| wont you kill me ? |
[08 Aug 2006|12:59am] |
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so i have $25 that i need to go buy candy with too make a castle
found out today that drivers training is the most boring thing ever. tomorow have it again and helping my sister move into her dorm room. somtime later this week getting my BIG fish tank getting a shark sting ray and eel i need names for them any sugestions?
Finally Failing Impression is getting there shit together and we have our first real Show coming up at a party in waterford not sure when the date is but we should be recording our stuff soon but we have no bassist so we will sound like shit. doing a cover of taking back sundays youre so last summer and probally a senses fail or misfits cover. should be intresting to hear.
right now im really really bored and feel like secound best at everything and that dosent feel to good : / but who cares
holy shit its 1:05 am !
"This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you"
yeah im out
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| JUST TO MAKE THINGS WORSE |
[06 Aug 2006|07:42pm] |
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yeah so just to make my week worse i only have 4 cloves left :/ maybe i should stop? but then again i said that the last time. but i just got $15 from my aunt does this make me a bad person if i buy more with it ? please i need answers
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| whats up |
[06 Aug 2006|12:24pm] |
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yeah whats up people who read this ? not much going on here about to go to a family bbq for my aunts birthday......boring. then tomorow i start drivers training even more boring not going too be a good week i go for 2 hours 5pm-7pm so if you want too do somthing it has too be before then or after so basicly not going to be able too see friends at all. :(
anyways yesterday was fun Nicole and KC came over then kc left and me and nicole saw you,me and dupree
anyways i gtg now
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[04 Aug 2006|07:11pm] |
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yeah i have no clue whats going on in my life right now so i cant say much until i figure it out kinnda bored watched a movie a few minutes ago about some guy who finds out his gf is leaving him so he cuts off her arms and legs so she cant. really fucking sick its called boxing helena. blah blah blah im bored so im going to see what people are doing here is a song written about the movie by the best band in the world MISFITS!
Misfits - Helena Lyrics
If I cut off your arms and cut offyour legs Would you
still love me anyway?If you're bound and you're gagged,
draped and displayed Would you still
love me anyway? Cutting with the knife blood is spilling everywhere She
will be my wife Secondary spine,incisions must be accruteI know
just what to doMy hands aretrembing I
can't spare to slip upwith this knife Her beauty
so illogicalThe beast come gliding inHideous
chameleon stripped downto her skin Dance to the
burning flame Pleasure exhumes the pain The night
bursts into flames Dance Helena Dance If I cut
off your arms and I cut off your legs wouldyou still
love me anyway?There's a spot on the floor where
your limbs used to be and I close thedoor on my
Fantasies Why don'tyou love me anyway?
Helena!
........... Gross but still one of my favorites
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| i should have killed myself before |
[03 Aug 2006|01:05am] |
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im depressed
heres some senses fail lyrics that explain how i feel right now
(let it enfold you)
Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
Please save me, please save me
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
You can’t save me
You cant save me now
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| black olives |
[02 Aug 2006|12:43am] |
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hey few people who read this today was pretty cool i slept in late and then my sister came home and took me too Nicoles moms work so i hung out with nicole for a lil there and then we went back too her house and watched FD3 great movie funny as hell. then we went for a walk and i cut her finger with a rusty razor blade i found in the street :( we went back to clean it and watched freaky friday? idk why but it was alot of fun:)and i would do it again anytime
Anyways slumber party ? coming up not for sure
The List
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.Nicole
.KC
.Kyle
.M@
.Anyone eles who wants too come over hang out,swim,"relax" Let me know
its late and im watching jackass and going to bed goodnight people
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[29 Jul 2006|11:12pm] |
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today was amazing i wish i could do it again. kyle spent the night last night and then today Nicole,Kc,Finny,Kyle M. came over we did some "stuff" down the hill and then came back and went swimming kyle being the smart kid he is kicked a glass water bowl and cracked it and cut his foot open only 5 stitches. After that we just chilled had a little pierceing party in my room i did my left side of my lip :) and everyone eles just gaged there ears. Finny and Kyle left so Nicole, Kc and i just chilled in the basment and watched Jackass for an hour. anyways i thought it was fun
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| NJ falls into Atlantic |
[28 Jul 2006|11:04am] |
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hey people this last week kinnda sucked the only good thing about it was cederpoint with nicole :) and that was amazing even though we pretty much wasted 18 dollars trying too get a lighter. i would do it again anyday. but NJ SUCKED the waves were little and the ocean smelled i got stung by a jelly fish i missed nicole like crazy and dont forgett about the 12 hour car ride there and back home we got lost 3 times in the ghetto of nj (not fun) iv been too ohio 3 times in the last 5 days and believe me OHIO IS NOT FUN. but besides all of that i get too see Nicole & Kc tomorow so it should be alot of fun ill stop bitching now PEACE. :)
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[13 Jul 2006|11:35pm] |
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yeah i feel like shit today :( first of all last night when i was talking i bit my lip exactly where its periced and now i have to take my ring out. then today i smoked way too much double apple hookah now i feel like dying.......:/
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